Urgggah I'm in such a needy mood. I'm trying not to be all over him because there's always a chance that'll ruin a relationship.

My boo isn't the easiest person to talk to over the phone- his voice is quiet and I'm not sure if I should talk away to fill up the silence or wait in it until he says something.

It's been like, four days since I've moved back to my home town for a visit and I miss him terribly. He didn't respond to my drunken lovely text message a day ago so now I'm even more lonely.



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This appears to be a night where I'm so lonely
I check my phone every hour.

Waiting for that minute second
I can see his voice in letters.

I am lonely to the core of my subconscious
and I know I can't give in.

Harder better faster stronger
Or what man could want me?

I need to be a more productive person
I have no children,
Sacrifices can be made.

Oh, but I wish you might realize
I would like a text or two.

Are you thinking about me?
Loving me?
Talking about me ?

I'd like to know, love.
I'd like to think I'm in your thoughts constantly, and in a positive manner.

But I can't have this, I might never.

Though I want to wait around,
I can't.

Close your keyboard,
Get back to work,
You can't get your Solace from a man.

My Peoplez



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